My Love is yours

My Love is Yours

Where has all the years gone? Condensed into a single hazy second played out in the theater of my mind. Strange voices wash over my thoughts, Tonight all the memories shall dine at a banquet where there will be no meaning of time.

Our love was damned and forbidden
Coming from a society more fucked than I,
I'll show them all how much I am committed
My love is yours, until the day I die.

I will travel the four corners of the globe,
I will endure the wrath of all nine hells.
Now tormented at the thought of ever being alone,
closing my eyes, I just want to be held.

I thought it was too good to be true,
that it was all just a dream and nothing more.
Until I wake up next to you,
my dreams shall remain just a fabled lore

I have danced with Angels, and I have danced with Devils
Looked into heavens eyes, getting lost within paradise.
Fallen from grace, and paid a high price
left hidden meanings within my sonnets
and watched as the Angels ran with the comets.

Am I your savior? Or are you mine?
With you I lose all track of the time
and with you all my demons cower,
instilling a new sense of power
I am able to stand, even as the ground shakes below
In troubled times, my feet simply just go
I follow my heart, even when my mind does not know where to start

Standing in the rain, my head held high
Even as the world collapses around me
My love is yours, until the day I die
through the thick clouds I can still see

The chase begins as I stalk my muse
As hope begins to sparkle in her eye,
I will never play by anyone's rules, I simply refuse
For my love is yours, until the day I die.

There is a pattern to this chaotic universe, hidden within the spaces we cannot see, hidden from our own mortal flaws, perfection is not found with god, but rather within our own very minds, our consciousness, and anywhere we perceive as reality.

okay, I was litterally coerced into posting this ahead of time, but the person responsible can pray their lucky stars that through my double vision, they and only they could get away with such a request and still get a smile from me with no bitterness residing within.

okay I might as well give a little update along with this post, Most of my friends and close family are aware of my big step (moving up to LA) temporary. I am pretty stoked about this, Leaving Thursday. Will be moving in with my gf until we can get moved back down here the first of next year, while I am up there I will get me a better laptop, and most likely a desktop for her to use as well, the talented little minx. I plan on diving head first once up there, and start to work on my two new books in publication, and possibly a third! so exciting and fast times are coming up.



My Redemption
By: Matthew Wayne
http://damienhaze.blogspot.com



I have climbed from my hell
picked the lock on my prison cell
I have taken flight, Traversed the stars and space
followed my dreams, followed my heart and gave chase.
Closed my eyes and took that leap of faith

“It all seems so surreal,
a dream for once I can almost feel
I see an Angel, and touch a heaven
I am a mortal man damned to sin
with a glimpse of paradise I give in”

Years of mental stress fade,
there was once a time when I wanted an early grave
once a time when I thought my soul could not be saved
Is this my redemption?
Where the universe is offering me salvation?
I can see a future bright beyond the horizon
the past behind me with the setting of the son
the mental anguish lost and on the run

“An angel who fell to earth in a single glance
put her love unto me by the luck of chance
gave her my heart, in hopes of obtaining redemption
the taste of her lips, sent me into temptation
my wall collapsed, and my will gave in
for I have fallen in love all over again.”