okay, I was litterally coerced into posting this ahead of time, but the person responsible can pray their lucky stars that through my double vision, they and only they could get away with such a request and still get a smile from me with no bitterness residing within.

okay I might as well give a little update along with this post, Most of my friends and close family are aware of my big step (moving up to LA) temporary. I am pretty stoked about this, Leaving Thursday. Will be moving in with my gf until we can get moved back down here the first of next year, while I am up there I will get me a better laptop, and most likely a desktop for her to use as well, the talented little minx. I plan on diving head first once up there, and start to work on my two new books in publication, and possibly a third! so exciting and fast times are coming up.



My Redemption
By: Matthew Wayne
http://damienhaze.blogspot.com



I have climbed from my hell
picked the lock on my prison cell
I have taken flight, Traversed the stars and space
followed my dreams, followed my heart and gave chase.
Closed my eyes and took that leap of faith

“It all seems so surreal,
a dream for once I can almost feel
I see an Angel, and touch a heaven
I am a mortal man damned to sin
with a glimpse of paradise I give in”

Years of mental stress fade,
there was once a time when I wanted an early grave
once a time when I thought my soul could not be saved
Is this my redemption?
Where the universe is offering me salvation?
I can see a future bright beyond the horizon
the past behind me with the setting of the son
the mental anguish lost and on the run

“An angel who fell to earth in a single glance
put her love unto me by the luck of chance
gave her my heart, in hopes of obtaining redemption
the taste of her lips, sent me into temptation
my wall collapsed, and my will gave in
for I have fallen in love all over again.”