The NeoNazi of Today

What could I possibly write that would have any difference on the world today? What could I possibly say that would show the utter disgust I have for our nation's behaviour around the world? Oh, wait I think I just did but even that does not weight up to the amount of shame I feel for what we are doing and have done. We tell our children its wrong to fight, or to steal. We tell our children to play nice, get along and make friends with that person of difference. The whole hypocrisy of the system has me ill, unable to focus and to even write.
I turn on the news and I am taken back by what I am hearing, debates on not whether or not torture should be used but rather that if it works or not. I am hearing mergers of corporate and government, all wrapped up with a bow that is our DHS Extremist lexicon, which brands ANYONE as a terrorist if they follow the constitution, not in such pretty words but yes it does indeed sum it up to that. Alternative media is under attack because they dare speak up where big Corporate media does not, activists protesting for their causes are arrested and attacked.
We have fallen, not by an outside force no that would have been way to easy. No instead we collapsed in on ourselves, allowing a fascist dictatorial government to take control. Oddly since I wrote that I am probably being added to their little hit list for when they bring down the proverbial hammer and drag people off to their "death camps" or "fema camps"
The whole point in this is, how bad have we became when one cannot even speak their own mind? That they are branded as a Extremist or terrorist for having a different opinion? I am sorry but if you are one of those mindless drones following the establishments every command I pose to you a simple question, probably the most important question you could EVER ask, To all those who trust their government, Why trust something/someone that has lied to you and if you don't believe they have or are lieing look at the War on Drugs, Anyone knowledge on this subject knows they have lied to us about Cannabis for Years, what on earth makes you think they have not lied to you about something else? perhaps a world government hell bent on taking our sovereignty?...

Give it some thought, then look back in history and tell me we are not one step away from being a complete NeoNazi regime?

Forgiveness

Forgiveness
by: Matthew Wayne

Ever prayed before a candle light?
Or stared up at the stars at night?
Questioning every thought as wrong or right
can a sinner truly receive forgiveness?
In a age of cruelty can you really blame this?
Traveling this darkened stretch, while placing risky bets
knowing you lost when your shadow over comes you at the corner
and once again your crossing over the devil's border
even the scriptures share this common metaphor

We all must endure our own judgment
by god or the universe, you will face your corruption
the force of destruction, the voice of obsession
that eats at our core, the negativity that distorts our harmony

You could walk for miles and never find that one path
you could study for years and still never understand the math
you can even deny yourself the strongest of your desires
but today, the price of a man's soul can be as deep as the pockets of the buyers

I will walk before your cross, bow my head and pay my respects to all those we lost
but I will not claim your god, or your pagan symbols
Instead I will hold the value and weight of my own soul
for I know the energy of life and creation exists
So why waste this life's perfect little gifts.

Random thoughts, perhaps a true Tangent

I keep expecting to wake up, as if I've been in a long deep sleep. Constantly at war with my own mind as if part of me screams at me to continue writing while another has all but given up on the who process. I am not sure if I had mentioned this before but I went to the Doctors the other day well about a month ago, the Insomnia was getting worse and worse to the point I was staying up for days on end. So as I spoke with the doctor I went over the list of medications I have taken in the past and what has worked, so we decided to go with Trazadone it has worked in the past greatly for my insomnia. but over the course of a few weeks I noiticed a complete change in my own demenour, my attitude, my general well being. I was being thrown off center and I could not put it together, well over a pretty intensive ingestigation into my own phsyie. I came to the conclusion that the Trazadone was some how affecting some chemicals in my brain to cause me to be "depressed" yet it was a depression unlike I've ever felt before, none of the same symptoms yet strong enough to knock me from my guard. So I flushed the pills and slowly things I feel are starting to come back around, time will only tell. As I still feel a bit under the weather, both physically and mentally...
oh how I dream of my private get away, my garden of tranquility..... One day, one day.

Censorship Backfires on Youtube!

But more Alex Jones videos appearing on video networking site than ever before as censorship backfires

Paul Joseph Watson
Prison Planet.com
Tuesday, May 12, 2009

You Tube accelerated its aggressive purge against free speech today after the video networking website suspended the Infowarrior Channel, which was the replacement for the previously censored Alex Jones Channel.
When attempting to visit the Infowarrior Channel this morning, one is met with the message, “This account is suspended.”
Just as before, no credible reason has been provided for the suspension of channel. The original Alex Jones Channel was suspended because You Tube claimed that showing a computer print out of a Pittsburgh Post-Gazette news article on camera constituted “copyright violation,” despite the fact that the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette denied ever making a copyright complaint.
The real reason for the censorship is of course You Tube’s move towards becoming nothing more than a corporate shell for big studio production companies. The company is hemmoraging money because its current format is not a sustainable business model. However, despite doing what any normal company would do in such a situation and accepting advertising, You Tube has decided to just hand over the direction of its whole content to corporate interests.
According to communication we have had with You Tube employees, You Tube has abandoned any pretense of copyright claims and is now embarking on a blanket campaign to ban all Alex Jones videos from their website.
However, You Tube’s decision to ban both the Infowarrior and the Alex Jones Channel has seemingly backfired, with more Alex Jones videos appearing on You Tube than ever before.
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A general video search by date of the term “alex jones” on the You Tube website shows that You Tube users have met our challenge to fight back against Internet censorship, not by admitting defeat and abandoning You Tube, but by bombarding the website with more Alex Jones video uploads than ever before.
Not only are there multiple times more Alex Jones videos being added to You Tube on an hourly basis, but they are being uploaded from numerous different user accounts, making it difficult for You Tube to target individual accounts for suspension.
At time of writing, the first two pages of Alex Jones related videos, when one searches by “recently added,” have been uploaded by no less than 14 different user accounts.
Screenshot shows different Alex Jones videos being uploaded by numerous different user accounts.
The London Daily News has now picked up on the story, reporting on its website, “Radio and internet journalist Alex Jones has been censored by the internet giant Youtube with the removal of the “Alex Jones Channel” from the site, causing revulsion across the United States and Europe, in what is increasingly being seen as another example of a “Big Brother” intervention in the democratic process.”
“Increasingly YouTube has been scorned for its move away from its foundation of “free speech video” to being seen as part of the establishment it tried to redefine when it was first established,” states the report.
In a related development, Google Video has now suspended all new content from being uploaded and is re-directing users to You Tube, where full videos longer than 10 minutes cannot be uploaded without a special “director” account.
“If current videos will remain online, and for how long is anyone’s guess. The move to suspend all new content from being uploaded adds another attempt to the growing list of methods used to remove viral content from the Internet that is damaging to the Establishment and the New World Order,” writes Mark Dice of the Resistance Manifesto.
We would normally encourage people to subscribe to the new official Alex Jones channel on You Tube, The Infowarrior, but since that has now also been banned we can only reiterate our challenge for You Tube users to continue to upload Alex Jones videos in large quantities in order to break down the electronic Berlin Wall that You Tube and other large video sharing websites are apparently trying to erect at the behest of their corporate masters.
You Tube’s disdain for free speech is rivaled only by their unsurpassed stupidity. Don’t they realize that the more Alex Jones channels they ban, the more resentment they will create amongst You Tube users? This will only lead to more Alex Jones related videos being posted on You Tube. In engaging in this wanton censorship, You Tube is only making a rod for its own back.
While allowing all kinds of x-rated trash to appear on a website that is frequented by millions of children, You Tube is waging a war on free speech and the alternative media by consistently banning our video channels under phony pretexts invented as a way to hide the real reason behind the purge - You Tube’s transformation from a much-loved and popular user-driven video website to a hollow shell that puts the interests of its corporate sponsors above those of the people who helped make it one of the biggest websites in the world today.
Perhaps You Tube should be renamed “Corporate Tube,” because the “You” is certainly being taken out of the equation altogether.

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Writing

I've been neglecting my writing for the last couple of weeks, a steady stream of procrastination has kept me from doing much of anything really. Through self diganosis I figure Im depressed, and to remedy the situation I'm pushing myself to undertake new and old tasks to try and stimulate my mind and coax more creativity and the like.

So apart from the normal every day routine of things I also started thinking on how to work on my creative writing, not just my literature but my fantasy and fictional works as well. to revive an almost dead series I had started a few years back I made another blogger, which I'll commonly refear to as VST (yes I know it stounds like some kind of STD lol) VST or Virtual Storytelling, is my attempt at enabeling my more creative side to take over by allowing me to post one chapter a week to the blogger, and see how many fans I can generate in the process. you can find my VST blogger here http://hazevst.blogspot.com