Much needed Downtime
Okay since the crash of my desktop computer, and the lack of funds to get it fixed at this moment of time. I've decided to take a break from "releaseing" any new Sonnets or Tangents (unless they are just really too good to pass up). Since using my laptop makes me feel like I've stepped back into the stone age, my Online time will be limited to either just surfing or writing. I will probably try and at least tweak my, myspace page and this blog. But if not here is a plug for my book
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So for the next few months, until I get my computer back up and running I'm 'inclinded' to take a much needed break, a vacation as it were.
Knives Vauldraie - Chapter Four 'Preview'
::Note: This contains Graphics Content, Mature Readers only!!::
(this is probably the darkest piece I've written in awhile)
Chapter Four
Vauldraie's hand slowly traced along the various object laid out on the vanity desk, his hand stopped on a small rectangular box, taking great care he slowly opened it to reveal a silver letter opener, a gift form one of his many servants long time ago. He could hear fewer and fewer screams coming from the courtyard, no doubt those creature's of the night were feasting upon his own family, and friends that he has known most his life. Yet as he slowly slid the letter opener under the sleeve of his shirt, his mind simply shrugged off that thought, as if it were a life time ago. His eyes slowly trailed across the room to where the little girl lay dead, her pale complexion told the horrible truth to what he has now became.
Making his way over towards the large bed he looked down at his now deceased father, yet no emotions or feelings escaped him, He knew she should feel remorse, anger. But none of those emotions were there instead an emptiness. His ears quickly honed towards the sound of boots once again clicking down the hall, It was Lilith. Not even in the same room he felt her presence, some kind of link. He knew she was satisfied with her 'conquest'. It felt as if her mood were being projected into his very thoughts.
As the door slowly opened, Lilith walked in to see Vauldraie laying in the bed where she had left him, this time however his back was propped against the wooden headboard of the bed, in his hands he slowly twirled about his father's crown, as he slowly looked up towards her.
“you are awake” She spoke as she slowly sauntered her way towards the foot of the bed, taking a quick glance towards the corner where the dead little girl lay. “and I see my boy was thirsty as well”
Vauldraie simply tossed the crown to the side as it hit the dresser falling towards the ground as he softly spoke “Not nearly enough to quench this thirst” He watched as Lilith slowly turned her head towards him, and smiled. As she slowly climbed onto the bed, taking great care placing a leg on each side of him. “Lucky you my love, I just had a big meal” She spoke with a grin as she climbed closer, sitting up making sure she felt him grind her waist hard against her in some sexual perversion as she took her finger, the nail slowly grew growing sharp as she gently slid it against the wrist of her left hand. The warm blood quickly became pouring from the open wound as she lowered her hand to the eagerly awaiting mouth of Vauldraie, as he drank her blood, his eye's quickly began turning bloodshot, as he felt the surge of power wash through his vanes. He did not want to stop, for each drop shared with him a bit of her own knowledge, through visions and clues and scrambled thoughts. She finally screamed and pushed Vauldraie hard from her wrist as he fell against the headboard, She let out a gentle moan as if almost the ecstasy of the moment over whelmed her, her breath was shallow and light. Vauldraie simply looked up at her, her blood gently trailing down his lips as his fangs were still visible. “Why” his voice stern and demanding as she slowly looked down at him questioningly but before another second could pass, Vauldraie reached into his sleeve pulling out the letter opener and in an blur his hand sliced the jugular vane of her throat.
Lilith's eye's quickly widened when she realized what has just happened, she tired to scream but no sound came out, and when she tried to move she realized Vauldraie had his hands firmly secured to her hips, as he sat there not even a smile came across his face, as if he were empty and hallow. She watched as her hands moved to her throat trying to prevent as much blood loss as she could, yet they both knew it would do no good as gush after gush splashed against Vauldraie, landing everywhere she would twist and turn. It did not take long before she finally collapsed. Her lifeless body fell gracefully on top of Vauldraie as he just laid there, trying to make sense of the whole situation, what he had just done, what had happened to him. It was the oddest sensation however, her death was not out of vengeance like he had hoped, instead he felt an even darker pleasure arrive from such an action.
Taking his arm he simply rolled her over on the other side of him, now laying between his father and his new born mother, Both now dead, and no remorse or guilt fell over this damned creature. Slowly he got up walking over towards the chair, he reached down picking up the little girl. Gently laying on on the bed with the others. Stopping only long enough to make an apology to the dead child. Turning his attention towards the room he quickly went about gathering several kerosene lanterns, before stopping at the foot of the bed, Turning towards the wooden door's he started to walk towards them, tossing the lanterns onto the bed, the glass breaking as they hit against each other once making contact on the bed, it did not take long before the entire bed and half the ceiling was burning.
(this is probably the darkest piece I've written in awhile)
Chapter Four
Vauldraie's hand slowly traced along the various object laid out on the vanity desk, his hand stopped on a small rectangular box, taking great care he slowly opened it to reveal a silver letter opener, a gift form one of his many servants long time ago. He could hear fewer and fewer screams coming from the courtyard, no doubt those creature's of the night were feasting upon his own family, and friends that he has known most his life. Yet as he slowly slid the letter opener under the sleeve of his shirt, his mind simply shrugged off that thought, as if it were a life time ago. His eyes slowly trailed across the room to where the little girl lay dead, her pale complexion told the horrible truth to what he has now became.
Making his way over towards the large bed he looked down at his now deceased father, yet no emotions or feelings escaped him, He knew she should feel remorse, anger. But none of those emotions were there instead an emptiness. His ears quickly honed towards the sound of boots once again clicking down the hall, It was Lilith. Not even in the same room he felt her presence, some kind of link. He knew she was satisfied with her 'conquest'. It felt as if her mood were being projected into his very thoughts.
As the door slowly opened, Lilith walked in to see Vauldraie laying in the bed where she had left him, this time however his back was propped against the wooden headboard of the bed, in his hands he slowly twirled about his father's crown, as he slowly looked up towards her.
“you are awake” She spoke as she slowly sauntered her way towards the foot of the bed, taking a quick glance towards the corner where the dead little girl lay. “and I see my boy was thirsty as well”
Vauldraie simply tossed the crown to the side as it hit the dresser falling towards the ground as he softly spoke “Not nearly enough to quench this thirst” He watched as Lilith slowly turned her head towards him, and smiled. As she slowly climbed onto the bed, taking great care placing a leg on each side of him. “Lucky you my love, I just had a big meal” She spoke with a grin as she climbed closer, sitting up making sure she felt him grind her waist hard against her in some sexual perversion as she took her finger, the nail slowly grew growing sharp as she gently slid it against the wrist of her left hand. The warm blood quickly became pouring from the open wound as she lowered her hand to the eagerly awaiting mouth of Vauldraie, as he drank her blood, his eye's quickly began turning bloodshot, as he felt the surge of power wash through his vanes. He did not want to stop, for each drop shared with him a bit of her own knowledge, through visions and clues and scrambled thoughts. She finally screamed and pushed Vauldraie hard from her wrist as he fell against the headboard, She let out a gentle moan as if almost the ecstasy of the moment over whelmed her, her breath was shallow and light. Vauldraie simply looked up at her, her blood gently trailing down his lips as his fangs were still visible. “Why” his voice stern and demanding as she slowly looked down at him questioningly but before another second could pass, Vauldraie reached into his sleeve pulling out the letter opener and in an blur his hand sliced the jugular vane of her throat.
Lilith's eye's quickly widened when she realized what has just happened, she tired to scream but no sound came out, and when she tried to move she realized Vauldraie had his hands firmly secured to her hips, as he sat there not even a smile came across his face, as if he were empty and hallow. She watched as her hands moved to her throat trying to prevent as much blood loss as she could, yet they both knew it would do no good as gush after gush splashed against Vauldraie, landing everywhere she would twist and turn. It did not take long before she finally collapsed. Her lifeless body fell gracefully on top of Vauldraie as he just laid there, trying to make sense of the whole situation, what he had just done, what had happened to him. It was the oddest sensation however, her death was not out of vengeance like he had hoped, instead he felt an even darker pleasure arrive from such an action.
Taking his arm he simply rolled her over on the other side of him, now laying between his father and his new born mother, Both now dead, and no remorse or guilt fell over this damned creature. Slowly he got up walking over towards the chair, he reached down picking up the little girl. Gently laying on on the bed with the others. Stopping only long enough to make an apology to the dead child. Turning his attention towards the room he quickly went about gathering several kerosene lanterns, before stopping at the foot of the bed, Turning towards the wooden door's he started to walk towards them, tossing the lanterns onto the bed, the glass breaking as they hit against each other once making contact on the bed, it did not take long before the entire bed and half the ceiling was burning.
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Update:Since I've got so much on my plate here recently, cyber and real life. It's getting harder for me to try and manage 2 Blogs, 5 different Social networks all in the name of "spreading" my Literature around. So I am considering this my spring cleaing of sorts.
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So I need some feed back for those subscribers, and those Lurkers. On what would be the best option for me at this moment in my life...
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:::WARNING - Graphic Content, View descresion is advice, haha sorry gotta cover my own butt:::
Knives Vauldraie
By: Matthew Wayne
Explosions could be hard ringing, vibrating through the stone walls of the high tower. Standing before an open arched window stood a young beautiful woman, her long silky red hair flowed down to her mid back, yet tied down with a darker red bow. The sounds of steel on steel could be heard from down below as she watched the war wage on in the court yard. Wars and battles were nothing rare in this day and age when nobles and lords would fight for land or worse, resources and it was no surprise that when wars would ensure it would always bring out the worst of all creatures, as the lifeless corpse of a young hand maiden fell from the strange womans arms, her body falling hard to floor, her frozen eyes spoke of the last horror she saw as two puncture wounds poured the last drops of blood from her body.
The large wooden door swung open as a man slowly walked, his long black hair flowing freely as he walked dragging in a little girl bound and gagged. As he slid her across the floor behind the strange woman, he smiled at the sight of the dead hand maiden, he was of average size and build yet it was both their attires that seemed to be out of place for a place such as this, each wore black satin or silk garments, his happened to be a suit while hers hinted more towards a low cut, skin tight dress, a slit going up the side of her thigh made it easy for her to move about, long laced up boots barley touched her knees as she slowly turned around, kneeling down before the little child. Running a long red fingernail against her cheek, which was quickly followed by a trail of fresh blood
The man smiled as he looked down at his handy work, the woman's soft voice broke through the quite cries of the little girl. “You always find me the nicest toy's my dear Vincent” A smile escaped his mouth, bearing his razor sharp fangs as he replied “Anything for my love, my Queen. Lilith”. Yet before he could finish saying her name she dove in, fast and quick savoring every drop of that innocent blood. It was not long before she stood back to her feet, gently taking her arm wiping the few drops from her rosy red lips, that stood out against her fair pale flawless skin.
Turning around she once again walked towards the window, again looking down at the chaos below her, her clan as devious as they were played for both sides, a game Lilith had thought them, better for the hunt, the thrill and excitement. Yet as she watched she spotted one character she had not accounted for, Moments ago she counted it as luck as the man below in the court yard severed the head of one of her children, but now as she watched surrounded by two of her best hunters, was not only holding them at bay, but landing some serious blows. Lilith smirked knowing his fate had been sealed, as she Turned back towards Vincent who was busy admiring the art on the walls of the Lord's chamber.
“Find me another young one” She spoke gently, but stern enough to catch the attention of Vincent as he turned to look, nodding his head in agreement, he was suddenly taken back by the odd expression that quickly formed over Lilith's face, a face he had never seen before, yet before he could speak she had turned her head back towards the window and looked on with confusion as what her senses had told her was true, The stranger had managed to kill the two hunters he was fighting against, and was now engaging another one of her minions.
“Forget that, instead bring me that man down there” she pointed and in a split second Vincent was to her side looking down towards the stranger she was making out. He nodded his hand then slowly turned and walked towards the wooden down, before speaking “Are you sure you do not want both?”
Even the loss of her two best hunters Lilith could not help but smile at the kindness her pet was showing her, and she spoke in a soft voice “Yes, bring me both”
With that Vincent slowly disappeared out the large wooden door, to fetch the strangers and another child for his Mistress..
Chapter Two
The sound of his metal leggings could be heard slamming to the floor as two large brutes stood to each side of the stranger. What he could not see due to a large grain sack covering his face his other sense of smell could pick up, the room was full it. The slightest hint of metallic taste lingered in the air. As the stranger felt a hand on the back of his head pulling the sack from it he heard the voice of an angelic woman.
“Tell me 'Slayer', how was it that you knew I would be here?” As the man's vision slowly came back into focus he slowly looked about, what he saw almost caused his stomach to turn, the large bedroom chamber was filled with dead bodies, mostly that of young women and men, his ears caught the sound of a mumbled cry as his head slowly turned to his right to see another little child gagged and hog tied laying on the bed next to another corpse. Yet this corpse was no common man, he was once the lord of the manner, now dead and resting. His crown still upon his head.
“The Mistress asked you a question!” an irate Vincent who was standing behind the two large brutes marched forward his hand reared back ready to make contact against the stranger's face, but before he could even swing his arm, Lilith's soothing voice broke the air
“Stop” and in that one command froze Vincent's advancement, he stood there his head slowly turning towards the beautiful vixen.
“I was wrong.” She slowly went on to say as she turned towards the window one more, a smile forming over her face as she relished in the chaos down below. “He is not a Slayer, just a human.” Vincent turned his head, his black eyes piercing into the light green pupils of the strangers. Who was simply looking up at him, what sent Vincent through a loop however was his total lack of fear, this 'human' in which he despises was showing any lack of fear, as if he was ready to die.
Vincent slowly turned his head back towards Lilith who was now facing the group, the smile was gone but the gentle sparkle in her eye still remained. “Leave us my dear Vincent, I wish to sit with this human and speak of softer issues”
Vincent's right upper lip slowly curled up showing a hint of anger before straightening himself out, standing once more, he turned his head towards Lilith and bow his head showing signs of respect before choking out the words “yes my Mistress” Snapping his body towards the door and briskly walked out the wooden doors.
Lilith gracefully walked towards the stranger who was kneeling in front of her, his hands bound behind him the ropes so tight, causing them to dig into his skin. His light green eyes stared up into those of Lilith's crimson red pupils. “Don't mind him, he hates humans with a passion greater than my own”. She mused. Stopping a few feet short of him she slowly reached down picking him up by the collar of his thick leather vest, picking him to his feet. “You, who are seconds from death. Show know fear?” Before he could respond she turned and threw him to the bed landing beside the little girl who was crying and trying to scream.
Lilith slowly mounted the stranger, crawling up past his legs until she sat upon her lap. He was pinned. She could feel him trying to fight but with his hand bound behind him, he lacked any real leverage to throw her from his body. His helpless struggles only caused a slight amusement from the creature. Then finally the man spoke, his voice harsh and ragged from the many long hours of screaming from the war zone below them. “Just kill me and the girl already, Why make her suffer!” The anger showing through to his words. Lilith chuckled as she slowly leaned in, her tight leather bodice pressing against his leather vest as she whispered into his ears “oh my love, it's not her who is going to suffer” His eyes suddenly moved honed in towards Lilith's eyes who now was grinning, her sharp fangs baring all her vileness, as she wasted no timing leaning in for the bite.
His scream could be heard from down the hall even through the chaos of the bloodshed, His eyes were widened. As he felt his entire body slowly begin to tingle, his breathing becoming more shallow. Fainted images slowly passed through his line of sight, the longer she fed the hard it was becoming to catch air, the more light headed he became. Then she stopped, as quickly as those sensations fell upon him, the blood quickly rushed back towards his head. Before he could even come to his senses he felt warm drops of liquid touch his lips, it wasn't long before he made out the bitter taste of the metallic substance, slowly his eyes focus up and saw Lilith smiling down below him, holding out her arm, her wrist was cut as he watch drop after drop flow from her wrist, straight into his mouth. He wanted to resist at first but as each drop mixed with his own natural saliva, the taste changed. No longer bitter, but almost sweet. It had reminded him of when he was but a boy and would run off into the garden, picking a fresh strawberry. He could not take it any longer as he quickly sat up, and without resistance from Lilith she allowed his eagerly awaiting lips to meet her wrist, as he bit down, sucking, savoring every drop, the more he tasted the sweeter it became, a true nectar for the taste buds.
Chapter Three
The dreams were more like flashes, images of his past. The physical pain manifested itself into mental distress within his mind as Vauldraie would relive most of memories, the good and the bad. A son to a nobleman he was privileged, yet this did not stop him from his responsibilities. He knew he lived in troubling times, greed was abundant in these lands, Kings taxes drove noblemen to fight for more land, or resources. So Vauldraie would spend a lot of his time training his soldier's how to defend themselves, few would dare to actually attack his father's village. For their generous reputation gained them many allies. Yet like any empire of greed, their village sat upon a gold mine, rich with minerals and gems. Making them an easy target to many power hungry nations. Suddenly those images turned violent, horrifying. Dead bodies laying everywhere, men, women, and children. Bloody mangled and shredded. Vauldraie rose from the bed in a violent scream, his head tilted back as every dead body within miles of his presence plagued his mind in an instant. All at once they crept into his head filling them with the horrors of their death. As quickly as they came, they had vanished. Replaced by a sudden hunger, a craving. His mind kept recoiling at the thought of the taste of strawberries. Catching himself licking his lips at just the thought of that. Then his mind wandered to his body, he felt stronger, aches and pain that he would normally feel through his muscles were no longer there, surly the cut on his arm he had received in the battle earlier would be stinging him, yet when he went to check his arm there was no scratch, no blood not even so much as a hint of damage.
That is when it had hit him, the images of the woman they called Lilith straddling his waist pinning him to the bed, biting into his neck. His hand quickly went to his neck the spot where she had punctured his skin, but to his surprise there was not marks, not wounds. His tongue rang along the curves of his teeth, yet they were normal. His canine teeth were not protruding like hers or the others.
Looking around the room he had realized he was alone, slowly he crawled from the large bed, his body weak. As if drained of energy, he slowly staggered towards the window. Looking down he could see the battle slowly coming to an end, he was relieved to see it was his men, that were pushing back that onslaught of invaders. Gently using the stone archway as a crutch he slowly turned around only in time to hear a voice from behind the closed wooden doors, he remembered her voice all to well.
“I want you two to watch this door. My love shall need a few hours to rest, I will return when I help clear this village of its vermin.” With that he heard the sound of her boots walking down the hall until he could no longer make out the clicking sound.
Vauldraie, still weak and light headed could barley stand as his legs slowly gave way causing him to slide down the stone wall, his head slowly and heavily looked about the room once more, but stopped when they spotted the little girl still bound and gaged in the corner of the room passed out on a wide spread chair. He could hear her faint heart beating even across the room, even through the thick of war blaring below him out the window. His eyes focusing in on her skin, a protruding vain running down her little neck. Vauldraie shook his head violently, trying to distract his thoughts, but every time his mind would slowly wander back to that taste of strawberries, the smooth warm liquid, His tongue brushed against the now razor sharp canine within his mouth. His mind reared in the millions of thoughts coursing through his head, “What kind of monster had they turned him into?” Yet even now looking at the helpless girl laying in the chair he felt no remorse for her, He knew the thoughts were wrong, He even knew who the girl was, her mother was one of their cooks, and yet the taste in his mouth craved her blood, slowly he crawled over to the girl, just inches from her sleeping body.
Reaching out he stopped only long enough to observe his hand, a fair light pale complexion, yet it was his nails that had thrown him off, sharp yet strong. Slowly placing his hand on the shoulder of the little girl he gently rolled her over. Her ordeal had stressed her to the point of passing out as she laid there peacefully, softly breathing.
Vincent looked down at the little girl as his mind went crazy, with lust, desire, and most of all hate. “What have I done to deserve to be damned? Cursed from heaven, rejected from hell. What sins I must now bare”. His razor sharp teeth sank deep into the soft skin of the little girl before he even realized what he had done. So gentle he had not even woke the girl, who simply will pass within her slumber.
Blogger.com (that's this one happens to be my favorite. yet I get the feel I do not get near as much traffic here as I do on my Myspace blog)
So I need some feed back for those subscribers, and those Lurkers. On what would be the best option for me at this moment in my life...
(New Fantasy Story Concept - Feed back as always accepted)
:::WARNING - Graphic Content, View descresion is advice, haha sorry gotta cover my own butt:::
Knives Vauldraie
By: Matthew Wayne
Explosions could be hard ringing, vibrating through the stone walls of the high tower. Standing before an open arched window stood a young beautiful woman, her long silky red hair flowed down to her mid back, yet tied down with a darker red bow. The sounds of steel on steel could be heard from down below as she watched the war wage on in the court yard. Wars and battles were nothing rare in this day and age when nobles and lords would fight for land or worse, resources and it was no surprise that when wars would ensure it would always bring out the worst of all creatures, as the lifeless corpse of a young hand maiden fell from the strange womans arms, her body falling hard to floor, her frozen eyes spoke of the last horror she saw as two puncture wounds poured the last drops of blood from her body.
The large wooden door swung open as a man slowly walked, his long black hair flowing freely as he walked dragging in a little girl bound and gagged. As he slid her across the floor behind the strange woman, he smiled at the sight of the dead hand maiden, he was of average size and build yet it was both their attires that seemed to be out of place for a place such as this, each wore black satin or silk garments, his happened to be a suit while hers hinted more towards a low cut, skin tight dress, a slit going up the side of her thigh made it easy for her to move about, long laced up boots barley touched her knees as she slowly turned around, kneeling down before the little child. Running a long red fingernail against her cheek, which was quickly followed by a trail of fresh blood
The man smiled as he looked down at his handy work, the woman's soft voice broke through the quite cries of the little girl. “You always find me the nicest toy's my dear Vincent” A smile escaped his mouth, bearing his razor sharp fangs as he replied “Anything for my love, my Queen. Lilith”. Yet before he could finish saying her name she dove in, fast and quick savoring every drop of that innocent blood. It was not long before she stood back to her feet, gently taking her arm wiping the few drops from her rosy red lips, that stood out against her fair pale flawless skin.
Turning around she once again walked towards the window, again looking down at the chaos below her, her clan as devious as they were played for both sides, a game Lilith had thought them, better for the hunt, the thrill and excitement. Yet as she watched she spotted one character she had not accounted for, Moments ago she counted it as luck as the man below in the court yard severed the head of one of her children, but now as she watched surrounded by two of her best hunters, was not only holding them at bay, but landing some serious blows. Lilith smirked knowing his fate had been sealed, as she Turned back towards Vincent who was busy admiring the art on the walls of the Lord's chamber.
“Find me another young one” She spoke gently, but stern enough to catch the attention of Vincent as he turned to look, nodding his head in agreement, he was suddenly taken back by the odd expression that quickly formed over Lilith's face, a face he had never seen before, yet before he could speak she had turned her head back towards the window and looked on with confusion as what her senses had told her was true, The stranger had managed to kill the two hunters he was fighting against, and was now engaging another one of her minions.
“Forget that, instead bring me that man down there” she pointed and in a split second Vincent was to her side looking down towards the stranger she was making out. He nodded his hand then slowly turned and walked towards the wooden down, before speaking “Are you sure you do not want both?”
Even the loss of her two best hunters Lilith could not help but smile at the kindness her pet was showing her, and she spoke in a soft voice “Yes, bring me both”
With that Vincent slowly disappeared out the large wooden door, to fetch the strangers and another child for his Mistress..
Chapter Two
The sound of his metal leggings could be heard slamming to the floor as two large brutes stood to each side of the stranger. What he could not see due to a large grain sack covering his face his other sense of smell could pick up, the room was full it. The slightest hint of metallic taste lingered in the air. As the stranger felt a hand on the back of his head pulling the sack from it he heard the voice of an angelic woman.
“Tell me 'Slayer', how was it that you knew I would be here?” As the man's vision slowly came back into focus he slowly looked about, what he saw almost caused his stomach to turn, the large bedroom chamber was filled with dead bodies, mostly that of young women and men, his ears caught the sound of a mumbled cry as his head slowly turned to his right to see another little child gagged and hog tied laying on the bed next to another corpse. Yet this corpse was no common man, he was once the lord of the manner, now dead and resting. His crown still upon his head.
“The Mistress asked you a question!” an irate Vincent who was standing behind the two large brutes marched forward his hand reared back ready to make contact against the stranger's face, but before he could even swing his arm, Lilith's soothing voice broke the air
“Stop” and in that one command froze Vincent's advancement, he stood there his head slowly turning towards the beautiful vixen.
“I was wrong.” She slowly went on to say as she turned towards the window one more, a smile forming over her face as she relished in the chaos down below. “He is not a Slayer, just a human.” Vincent turned his head, his black eyes piercing into the light green pupils of the strangers. Who was simply looking up at him, what sent Vincent through a loop however was his total lack of fear, this 'human' in which he despises was showing any lack of fear, as if he was ready to die.
Vincent slowly turned his head back towards Lilith who was now facing the group, the smile was gone but the gentle sparkle in her eye still remained. “Leave us my dear Vincent, I wish to sit with this human and speak of softer issues”
Vincent's right upper lip slowly curled up showing a hint of anger before straightening himself out, standing once more, he turned his head towards Lilith and bow his head showing signs of respect before choking out the words “yes my Mistress” Snapping his body towards the door and briskly walked out the wooden doors.
Lilith gracefully walked towards the stranger who was kneeling in front of her, his hands bound behind him the ropes so tight, causing them to dig into his skin. His light green eyes stared up into those of Lilith's crimson red pupils. “Don't mind him, he hates humans with a passion greater than my own”. She mused. Stopping a few feet short of him she slowly reached down picking him up by the collar of his thick leather vest, picking him to his feet. “You, who are seconds from death. Show know fear?” Before he could respond she turned and threw him to the bed landing beside the little girl who was crying and trying to scream.
Lilith slowly mounted the stranger, crawling up past his legs until she sat upon her lap. He was pinned. She could feel him trying to fight but with his hand bound behind him, he lacked any real leverage to throw her from his body. His helpless struggles only caused a slight amusement from the creature. Then finally the man spoke, his voice harsh and ragged from the many long hours of screaming from the war zone below them. “Just kill me and the girl already, Why make her suffer!” The anger showing through to his words. Lilith chuckled as she slowly leaned in, her tight leather bodice pressing against his leather vest as she whispered into his ears “oh my love, it's not her who is going to suffer” His eyes suddenly moved honed in towards Lilith's eyes who now was grinning, her sharp fangs baring all her vileness, as she wasted no timing leaning in for the bite.
His scream could be heard from down the hall even through the chaos of the bloodshed, His eyes were widened. As he felt his entire body slowly begin to tingle, his breathing becoming more shallow. Fainted images slowly passed through his line of sight, the longer she fed the hard it was becoming to catch air, the more light headed he became. Then she stopped, as quickly as those sensations fell upon him, the blood quickly rushed back towards his head. Before he could even come to his senses he felt warm drops of liquid touch his lips, it wasn't long before he made out the bitter taste of the metallic substance, slowly his eyes focus up and saw Lilith smiling down below him, holding out her arm, her wrist was cut as he watch drop after drop flow from her wrist, straight into his mouth. He wanted to resist at first but as each drop mixed with his own natural saliva, the taste changed. No longer bitter, but almost sweet. It had reminded him of when he was but a boy and would run off into the garden, picking a fresh strawberry. He could not take it any longer as he quickly sat up, and without resistance from Lilith she allowed his eagerly awaiting lips to meet her wrist, as he bit down, sucking, savoring every drop, the more he tasted the sweeter it became, a true nectar for the taste buds.
Chapter Three
The dreams were more like flashes, images of his past. The physical pain manifested itself into mental distress within his mind as Vauldraie would relive most of memories, the good and the bad. A son to a nobleman he was privileged, yet this did not stop him from his responsibilities. He knew he lived in troubling times, greed was abundant in these lands, Kings taxes drove noblemen to fight for more land, or resources. So Vauldraie would spend a lot of his time training his soldier's how to defend themselves, few would dare to actually attack his father's village. For their generous reputation gained them many allies. Yet like any empire of greed, their village sat upon a gold mine, rich with minerals and gems. Making them an easy target to many power hungry nations. Suddenly those images turned violent, horrifying. Dead bodies laying everywhere, men, women, and children. Bloody mangled and shredded. Vauldraie rose from the bed in a violent scream, his head tilted back as every dead body within miles of his presence plagued his mind in an instant. All at once they crept into his head filling them with the horrors of their death. As quickly as they came, they had vanished. Replaced by a sudden hunger, a craving. His mind kept recoiling at the thought of the taste of strawberries. Catching himself licking his lips at just the thought of that. Then his mind wandered to his body, he felt stronger, aches and pain that he would normally feel through his muscles were no longer there, surly the cut on his arm he had received in the battle earlier would be stinging him, yet when he went to check his arm there was no scratch, no blood not even so much as a hint of damage.
That is when it had hit him, the images of the woman they called Lilith straddling his waist pinning him to the bed, biting into his neck. His hand quickly went to his neck the spot where she had punctured his skin, but to his surprise there was not marks, not wounds. His tongue rang along the curves of his teeth, yet they were normal. His canine teeth were not protruding like hers or the others.
Looking around the room he had realized he was alone, slowly he crawled from the large bed, his body weak. As if drained of energy, he slowly staggered towards the window. Looking down he could see the battle slowly coming to an end, he was relieved to see it was his men, that were pushing back that onslaught of invaders. Gently using the stone archway as a crutch he slowly turned around only in time to hear a voice from behind the closed wooden doors, he remembered her voice all to well.
“I want you two to watch this door. My love shall need a few hours to rest, I will return when I help clear this village of its vermin.” With that he heard the sound of her boots walking down the hall until he could no longer make out the clicking sound.
Vauldraie, still weak and light headed could barley stand as his legs slowly gave way causing him to slide down the stone wall, his head slowly and heavily looked about the room once more, but stopped when they spotted the little girl still bound and gaged in the corner of the room passed out on a wide spread chair. He could hear her faint heart beating even across the room, even through the thick of war blaring below him out the window. His eyes focusing in on her skin, a protruding vain running down her little neck. Vauldraie shook his head violently, trying to distract his thoughts, but every time his mind would slowly wander back to that taste of strawberries, the smooth warm liquid, His tongue brushed against the now razor sharp canine within his mouth. His mind reared in the millions of thoughts coursing through his head, “What kind of monster had they turned him into?” Yet even now looking at the helpless girl laying in the chair he felt no remorse for her, He knew the thoughts were wrong, He even knew who the girl was, her mother was one of their cooks, and yet the taste in his mouth craved her blood, slowly he crawled over to the girl, just inches from her sleeping body.
Reaching out he stopped only long enough to observe his hand, a fair light pale complexion, yet it was his nails that had thrown him off, sharp yet strong. Slowly placing his hand on the shoulder of the little girl he gently rolled her over. Her ordeal had stressed her to the point of passing out as she laid there peacefully, softly breathing.
Vincent looked down at the little girl as his mind went crazy, with lust, desire, and most of all hate. “What have I done to deserve to be damned? Cursed from heaven, rejected from hell. What sins I must now bare”. His razor sharp teeth sank deep into the soft skin of the little girl before he even realized what he had done. So gentle he had not even woke the girl, who simply will pass within her slumber.
An Angel
An Angel
By: Matthew Wayne
I thought I had seen my last rose bloom
forever trapped and locked within this desolate tomb.
So many thoughts cross my mind, So many are for you
treasure's locked within only a whisper of a clue
a mending heart, stitches visibly clear
but with gentle hands, you ease the fear
“I have forgotten, all the precious seconds
I have forgotten, all the gentle sensations
could you ever love a demon and all his sins?
A broken man who has all but given in?”
I thought I had seen my last Angel
I thought I had even sold my soul
but when I close my eyes I get lost in your voice
and my eyes locked within yours I'm lost within a void
I would part the sea, if it meant I could obtain even a key,
a piece of your heart, Valley's I would part
to see you smiles, I would crawl from the depths of hell
my love for you drives me to excel, yet its the loyalty, honesty,
and the love I am receiving, that leaves me speechless and dreaming.
My Interview with Sug!
A good friend of mine, decided to do a interview with me on my recent publication :) I of course needing all the publicity I can get agreed to do it, plus she's a friend and its hard for me to say no lol. So here without any further waiting, my interview.
Taken From Sug's blog
Hola everyone! I am doing a special interview with one of my good buddies Matthew Wayne of Texas. I have known him forever and a day and was very happy to hear of his first book being published. He was kind enough to send me a copy for me to read and it is excellent. I am looking forward to his fantasy novel that is in progress. I also would like to share him with all of you as well in hopes that you will pick up your own copy of his first book. Now lets get this interview started.
First of all tell us a little bit about yourself?
Hm, these types of questions has always been hard to answer. Lets see I was born in Utah, and was moved to Texas when I was still just a child. I am 26, have been writing since I was probably around 15, and even then my controversial style always seemed to either get me in trouble, or cause heads to turn.
How did the idea of your book come to be?
Over the years of writing I noticed I wouldn't throw any of my literature away, even if they were only one sentence long. Couldn't bring myself to part with them even though they were not complete Sonnet's they still came from a part of my soul. So one day an idea came to me to compile them all together and make a book, out of my incomplete quotes, poems, literature.
What inspired you to get your first book published?
Mainly to know that I had done it. Then it would have to be for you, and anyone else who wishes to read what I have to offer. Most dead poets would tell you it was never for the fame, or the money as everyone knows most died in poverty. No, my inspiration for getting my first book published was so that I could look back and know I left a mark, whether big or small an imprint into our culture and now history.
Will there be more writings and publications in the future?
Oh yes, a few more in fact. Currently in the works is a Fantasy/Fictional book "The Legacy of Sky" and another poetry/Literature book that will showcase all of my completed Sonnets, and Tangents.
Could you give us a verse from one of your poems and describe to us what inspired it?
From my Book?
One of my absolute favorites found within the book is located in chest five.
"Can you reach your dreams? or touch your god?
a ghostly visage, a desert mirage.
offspring of knowledge
sons and daughters of the white coat sage"
This passage has always been easy for me to remember what the inspiration was and still is. In the age of Science we seem to still cling to childish fairytale, like the child's tooth fairy we still grasp for the illusions. Whether its a single tangible god or wishes made by tossing a penny into the fountain, We have truly as a spices fallen from understanding of how this universe behaves, and we have forgotten knowledge that even our ancestors are teaching us today, We are the white coat sages.
And finally,How do we go about in getting our hands on a copy of your book?
Thank you for inquiring! :) simple really.
You can order them online at either Amazon.com or by going here.
https://www.createspace.com/3390099
The online price is currently set to $12.50 this is to help cover the publisher's cost. However if you wish to get a copy for only $10 simply email me at waynecanning@hotmail.com, with the subject line of "Book Order" with your shipping address, and your method of payment. however cannot take credit cards at the moment.
Thank you, and hope you all enjoy the read.
Where is my beautiful Sonnet?
Okay, as most of you all are aware my computer has died on me the other night, I have yet to crack her open and check her guts and see what all I will want to replace. So this has caused a little damper to my online time as I am now forced to use my very slow laptop. Yet still thankful for it for without it I would not be getting into cyber land for sometime.
I have also ordered more copies of my book, for those who are interested in one, just email me or leave your contact information here, ordering through me will knock off a few dollars. ($10) compared to the ($12.50) ordering online, the only problem however is I cannot take credit cards, just money orders, checks and will even take cash though to be honest if got gold I'll even work with you there, you know with the economy tanking like it is haha.
I make light of a very serious issue, yet I cannot seem to grasp hold of any tangible words or phrases, everywhere I turn or look I am faced with a muse, a creative inclination of desire. However the words to express what my thoughts are imprinting into my mind escape me, hidden, or possibly covered up by the distraction of another. I have been facing quite a fury here the last couple of weeks, thoughts and emotions weaving and twisting leaving me speechless and breathless at the same time., For three weeks now my mind has been locked on a single tangent, “Out of tragedy spawns beauty”
My mind feels like its been sized up, frozen in a single moment, and yet even now I can feel the sublte hint of a migraine fast approaching. The more I try and focus on creating any type of sonnet my mind creeps that much closer to the pain. Being distracted however can have its many benefits, where as you lack any creative flow for awhile, you have the constant reminder of release, and forgotten temporary of course but depending on how long the distraction is depends on how long the suffering stays at bay.
This is my first blog post in quite some time, but at least its an update. Maybe one day I will be able to share, what has been a roller coaster of a ride for these few weeks, and from the looks of things, and the tides ahead its only going to get that much more interesting.....
Lost Treasure's Collection Now Available on Amazon.com
The title pretty much sums it all up, if you go to Amazon.com do a quick search for "Lost Treasure's Collection" or "Matthew Wayne" my book should pop right up on the first page!! so for those who have an amazon account and would like to purchase a copy of my book, simply follow the instructions!!
However if anyone out there is still interested in getting the book at a reduced price, keep checking back for more details. I have a friend who is working on a website for my literature, a way people could buy my books through me at a much cheaper price.
Also would like to spotlight a good song by Shinedown - Sound of Madness
Autumn and the Changing tide
The seasons change, the leaves fall from their leaves as autumn beckons around the corner, On the surface it would seem its the season of death, or dying until you enter into the kingdom of winter. It does not look it yet, still the last traces of summer are fixed to the trees and the air. Yet you can feel the change admits the breeze.
When you look deeper, down past the roots that hold everything stable you will slowly realize autumn is not harbinger of death, but that of renew. At night we sleep, only to wake the next morning refreshed and ready for whatever the day is willing to bring to our door steps, No different then Nature herself, She rests until the last winter breaks and the bloom starts again. I thought I had learned just about all I could from this world, from our mother. From the very universe itself, I thought I had mastered my own divine makings, The flaws that make us human, and the breath I take to survive. Thought I understood my own mental trap that is known as my mind, I was proven wrong in just few words. Less time then it would take to convert energy into movement to turn off the source of my discomfort.
The universe is a vast and complex dance, Galaxies and Plants all gracefully twirling around in a chaotic yet organized pattern. To say there is one tangible god pulling at the strings of our lives and the patterns of the unknown is laughable, and I still believe to cling to one belief or religion over another is disrespectful to not only our own intelligence but to those who have gone before us. to claim the living knows the very secrets of the dead proves who uncivilized we as people can be. This experience has only strengthened a few of my views, changed my outlook on others, but most of all gained knowledge and experience I'd never trade. As it continues my one true passion in life will be to learn and grow, spiritually, mentally, and emotionally.
July 22, 2009
"We have truly fallen from grace, traded our freedom
for the Illusion thereof, Slavery branded and gagged
by the fear, for they shall receive only broken promises
Their pride, then destroys any dignity they had left.
Their only option then is to follow, for mankind is no
different than any other Animal, break their spirit
domesticate their will, and you will tame their wild passion"
"We have truly fallen from grace, traded our freedom
for the Illusion thereof, Slavery branded and gagged
by the fear, for they shall receive only broken promises
Their pride, then destroys any dignity they had left.
Their only option then is to follow, for mankind is no
different than any other Animal, break their spirit
domesticate their will, and you will tame their wild passion"
An Angel's Glass Mask
Everything seems to haven fallen in place
with it comes a confusing but subtle grace
She was an angel wearing a mask
with a soul clear as glass
In a world lost to hate, where love seems late
we marvel at it's gifts, over look life and often forget
It's never about tomorrow, the misery or sorrow
but rather the now and present
A life fulfilled with no resentment
Darkness clouds the ego, depression will soon show
doubt lingers in the mind, then consumes the time
There was an angel wearing a mask
her soul was clear as glass
she held no hate, or fear as she whispered into my ear
'you are lost within that dark forest,
wolves on the hunt, no where to rest'
I've heard the songs sung by the angels
I've heard the stories of forgotten fables
and I have even lived in some form of poverty
but I had forgotten, what I now see
'The whispers of an angel before me'
"Will I ever obtain my redemption,
followed my heart, lead me to temptation
So much pain has passed through this heart of mine
broken and bruised, I'm surprised I am still alive
There must be an angel watching over me
many times I should be dead, yet I still breath
traveling a lonely desert road
with open arms, it's the life I had chose"
I've pleaded for the sorrow to end, a scar I must bare
looking into your eyes, I'm lost within your stare
a tortured soul, trapped within desolation
a broken man, fighting for salvation.
Everything seems to haven fallen in place
with it comes a confusing but subtle grace
She was an angel wearing a mask
with a soul clear as glass
In a world lost to hate, where love seems late
we marvel at it's gifts, over look life and often forget
It's never about tomorrow, the misery or sorrow
but rather the now and present
A life fulfilled with no resentment
Darkness clouds the ego, depression will soon show
doubt lingers in the mind, then consumes the time
There was an angel wearing a mask
her soul was clear as glass
she held no hate, or fear as she whispered into my ear
'you are lost within that dark forest,
wolves on the hunt, no where to rest'
I've heard the songs sung by the angels
I've heard the stories of forgotten fables
and I have even lived in some form of poverty
but I had forgotten, what I now see
'The whispers of an angel before me'
"Will I ever obtain my redemption,
followed my heart, lead me to temptation
So much pain has passed through this heart of mine
broken and bruised, I'm surprised I am still alive
There must be an angel watching over me
many times I should be dead, yet I still breath
traveling a lonely desert road
with open arms, it's the life I had chose"
I've pleaded for the sorrow to end, a scar I must bare
looking into your eyes, I'm lost within your stare
a tortured soul, trapped within desolation
a broken man, fighting for salvation.
An Unnamed Poem, and a few updates
:::This Poem was written out of the inspiration of a lost friend, and a new friend gained through that tragedy. Still being very rough, and new it has no name and needs one. So a few suggestions?
I can remember what it was like,
when a garden was filled so bright
I have been wandering down the endless rows
walking past the wilted and dead roses
the echo of her voice, can still be heard
after all these years, I can still remember those words
Was I your vampyre, your unholy affection
placed within my own purgatory, faced my own crucifixion
I have forgotten the meaning behind the gentle kiss
the tender touch, there is so much I have missed
In a world of saint's, we all hide behind masks
Iron, porcelain, and even some made of glass
When an Angel is lost today,
and no words do justice to be exchanged
A soul has returned to the unknown
within this universe we all call home
So much pain, so much suffering surrounds us
not enough hope, never enough faith, and love you can never touch
There can be no winner, to an unsolvable debate
"Are we random anomalies, or designed possibilities"
Where every choice we make, chances our fate.
...........................
Also got the first shipment of my books in today will begin the process of inquiring orders and filling them... :) Also I've been telling people if I could I'd drop the price of the book, and I figured out a way to manage this, If people are willing to order the books through me instead of a third party sales I can offer the book at a much more decent rate. around the lines of $10 with maybe even a promotional offer later on of even a bit cheaper then that...
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